Hewwoz everyone!!! ^^ Howz you? Anything awsome or funny or really bad happened latley? (yup yup im being nosy haha) ^^

Well first of all I'd like to mention that I've posted the first digital drawing i've ever done on artweaver. I know most of you got it in your deviant messages or whatever you're meant to call it but I got no comment and only a few faves which kinda gave me a kick in the tiny bit of ego I had (I was soo proud of it too!!! I DREW IT WITH A MOUSE PPELZ!! A MOUSE!! ...not a real mouse btw, mice can't draw for you unfortunatly haha ^^) But, I'll live without a comment or a fave, I just thought i'd mention it. oh and another thing to mention, I BOTHERED TO DRAW A FISH TO TEH BEST OF MY ABILITY FOR ART HOMEWORK (which is a subject I don't even do anymore) AND SHE NEVER EVEN LOOKED AT IT TEH BETCH!! ^^ haha sorry rant over ^^ (this is the art teacher who WILL EVENTUALLY be sued for in-direct abuse btw ((remember the paper cut)) ^^

Secondly (LONG JOURNAL'S ARE NOT THAT BORING SO DON'T STOP READING HERE K??! ehe ^^) I really need you all to vote in my poll. I kinda put it up a little late but that's cuz I'd nearly forgotten about it lol So could all perdy pwease vote for me? [link] thanks a ton! ^^

Third things,(plural cuz these are all just random not really important info) I've caught up to date with Skip Beat and I'm trying to read One Peice as fast as I can too. I've also started to read Air Gear ^^ I have yet another straight detention for not getting my h/w diary signed (strict much?) and IMMA REBEL!! Also, FINALLY at least one of my friends iis back at school after bunking and leaving me to put up with my bitchy class ALL DAY on my own for two days twas very annoying cuz I had to act like the "boring ugly shy girl" and I really hate acting like that lol (to explain, if i don't act like that they will all call meh ugly bitchy blonde freak and bitch about me and how strange I am non-stop for who knows how long) hehe ^^


LAST of all, CHRISTMAS IS ON ITS WAY PPELZ!! I'm not usually happy about it at all since a few crappy things have happened that kinda killed the whole "family get together and have great time" thing lol Also having to spend it with Pest and my scrooge-like father really kills it, BUT after chrsitmas comes new years and that is what I'm looking forward to ^^

I get to spend new years (hopefully) with my best friends ever!! its gunna rock!! we're gunna listen to x-mas songs (even though it will be new years lol) dance like total idiots, talk eat, talk, eat, talk, laugh, talk, laugh, eat, laugh, eat, talk, chat (there a different right?) and MAYBE sleep at the end, cuz one friend will have a bf over from England with her and kiwi will get grumpy if she gets no sleep and will try to suffocate me with a pillow again yh, almost forgot about the boyfriend person. hehe he sounds really funny (sick mind just as bad as mine) and kind and i guess he has to be perdy kl to be able to go out with midget (cuz if a guys nt awsomated and can not take jokes and only goes out with teh whores none of my friends would go out with him lol) so hopefully when I meet him I won't end being all shy n quiet so he won't think imma freak or something lol ^^

Well sorry for such a long journal everyone, i thought it'd be a short journal but obviously not haha ^^ Im gunna give a few links to a few songs i absolutley adore btw lol BYE BYEZ! ^^

(don't forget to vote! [link])
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[link] sorry for the AMV im not really a narusaku fan lol but it soo cute! (sorry to the guys who might not like this) ^^
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one last thing. I WANT A BOYFRIEND!! i know i said I'd never give in to lonliness and wish for a boyfriend, BUT I WANT A BOYFRIEND ANYWAY!! I gave up I'm fed up of getting really happy or really upset and wanting to just be able to hug someone I really like, who doesn't even exist. I keep turning to look beside me at school when I seriously need someone there for me and I get all depressed cuz THERE IS NO-ONE THERE!!!

Because there is no-one in the world who would ever want to go out with me, I WILL DIE a LONELY old woman who NEVER got to have a boyfriend/husbund/someone you love to live with WWAAAAA!!!! (yh, self pity haha ^^) I'll go for sure now lol ta ta ^^ (tis a posh pixeh)